Energy Philosophy

Love and hatred are the same things.
Same? How come?

Before this quest let's try to understand a philosophy.
Human mind/heart produces a very strong abstract form of energy, which is known as feeling". And all the rules of physics that apply to the physical energy are applicable to this form of energy also. Let's call it the "energy philosophy".

Known is the fact that energy can neither be created nor be destroyed. Likewise there always exists a feeling, be it love or abomination. It could be strong or it could be weak.

Let's say love is the positive energy and hatred is the negative energy. Positive energy in a meager amount can be called as liking. Similarly the negative energy in fewer amounts gives birth to apathy or impassiveness.

Somewhere it is written that we can love and hate the same person. Incipiently it's difficult to comprehend. Applying the energy philosophy, it’s easy to understand this. For that person we have positive energy as well as negative, both, in finite amounts. Another explanation is that we have a strong feeling (energy, hereafter) for that person and the energy just changes its form from time to time. So at a certain time we love the person and at another instance we loathe that person.

At another place it is said that we abominate most the person whom we once used to adore most. The same explanation applies here. The "energy" has just changed its form (from positive to negative).

The journey

Nervous, scared about the people, afraid of failure and lacking all self - confidence I started. Long miles to go and being unclear of my goals, I was feeling very low but still I didn't lose courage and went ahead. So without giving much thought about the people around me I took my first step which came quite naturally and smoothly. But as I stepped forward I couldn't hide my journey from others and they noticed me and my condition quite clearly. I felt embarrassed and blushed down to my neck. In spire of having difficulty I tried hard to stop. Suddenly I realized that all others are also on voyage and are in the same boat. That realization made me feel at ease and I started again. It was smooth in the starting but then it became a little difficult. But now I was fully determined to reach my destination. My determination made me work hard for each step. Every time I had to take a deep breath and hold it to take a single step. Gradually, I was moving towards the objective. In between, I was also taking short breaks. But I wanted to finish it fast so I kept on breathing and pushing and thus taking my steps forward.
Finally with a last push I turned the last stone down. I felt relieved after such a hard toil and was quite pleased with my performance. I gave a grin and thanked God for the achievement.

AAhhh! A looong sigh of joy and relief escaped my mouth and I am sure everyone around must have noticed this. But I didn't care at all!!!